Pen comes, coming from nian’s side

2022-05-31 0 By

Accumulate savings, a winter hasn’t year end appraisal, look more gorgeous, the cash-strapped local none better, and the proud, nor stand, the taut state, adhere to in the cold wind in the winter snow, as if all become meaningless, I’m from mediocre last year, no one concern came up!!!!And in this moment is how came from urgent, and how to spent in the busy, in my mind can’t find any answer, is full of all kinds of distribution of Numbers, as well as the distribution of digital after nervous, let’s head, you’ll have to lower down, and looked down you must also keep high spirit, this is like a pot of boiling water,Cooking your soul all the time, life is like this, no matter what the situation, you are in the mouth and in the heart, to the future have a stupe-up ambition, after all, man’s life, doomed and selfish!!Heard two children when a group of “chat, is very interesting, a meat and detached boy, are justified and a slim girl, talking about what, two children wearing new clothes on, like adults, to talk, and cooperate with body movements, the expression on her face also changes with the constantly changing their thinking!!The girl said earnestly, your mother asked me to advise you, do not always show off, and other students, blend in, approachable, do not always show off their clothes, their own advantages…The boy retorted, that is my freedom, I am unique, why should I force myself, do what I don’t like?What’s more, I am a man, and absolutely can not get along with mediocre people, that will affect my excellence…Listening to the children’s chat, I even fell into a meditation, year after year, how much time has exposed the veil of genius, and how many excellent isolation and pride friction, and all these and how to find the right answer?Insomnia at midnight, with more spirit, I don’t get me wrong, I this heartless person, also is heartless, even insomnia tonight just happened to be the next door neighbor’s the day of the man’s mood again broke out, the next door is a amazing family, man Shouting in the middle of the night of temper, often used to be to his wife and son,The last few years have been for a newborn daughter!Before a man lost his temper and often can hear his mother’s advice and scold, will also be able to hear his wife’s contradictions and arguments, now can only hear his daughter cry cry and he lost his temper, he lost his temper always is characteristic, said sound while more and more big, in the process, always mixed with hands, and after he hit people,So the sound of beating people, the voice of scolding people, and his venting like questioning voice, let my heartless sleep, often failed!!Morning wife asked me, whether quarrel again next door, I know my wife problem, the purpose of the quarrel, next to my wife and I woke up after the trial of his time, and asked his wife, one of my answer, this year have more commonplace to get up, the man’s temper is a monster, treat relatives hair temper is a god of death, when temper is your IQ is not enough when doing things,Emotional catharsis..Later my wife asked me if I hadn’t heard his mother cry in a long time.When I said yes, she added, hadn’t she heard his wife cry for a long time?I suddenly silent up, then lit a cigarette, asked his wife, can not be divorced?The wife also said silently for a while, this kind of situation, what kind of result, isn’t it very normal?I whispered. Normal?Catharsis of the outlet, only left a two-year-old girl, the child crying, not hit the heart?Years of struggle and insist, on the other side of the side is the beginning of the struggle adhere to, life is always in a good looking forward to set sail, in the rain in the spring breeze, the four seasons coming all the way, always afraid of his own efforts, can’t let his wife happy, happy children, old people trust, therefore, in the efforts to rack one’s brains, the haunting constantly encourage myself,Actually the effort of all this nothing but let oneself be mediocre, a bit normal, the man a bit, after all of mediocre generation pay, very hard earthshaking, do not beg big rich big expensive, but beg worthy of heart!I came from the other side of the year, I in the year of the side to forge ahead!No lofty words, no great expectations, I don’t want much, just for the happiness of the family to fall and climb up, repeatedly temper my soul…